Monday, December 29, 2008
i am back into blogging after missing for nearly 4 months... many many things... exciting, happy and heart breaking have happened in my life...
firstly... my baobei heng leng has tied the knot with her husband on 2 november 2008.... congrats to her of course!!! the flash that vonG and me rushed for a few months came out great... but more effort goes to vonG... hee... my first time being a 'jie mei' too and it was fun... the wedding dinner was great too and both bride and groom are beautiful and handsome.... i give them my blessing that they will stay loving and happy always... =)
next was my first degree exam.... 4 papers in total and i think i will have supp paper for financial accounting... i dislike this subject since secondary school... just pray hard that i will pass all 4 papers... results are not out yet but think it will be release soon.... *cross my fingers*
straight after my exam... i flew to Hong Kong!!! a trip with my primary school buddies and it was a splendid trip!!! 6 days of playing, eating and shopping!!! weather was cold as it was winter and sometimes it dropped to like 14 degree in the afternoon.... bought quite a lot of clothes, bags, shoes and other cute stuff from HK street and disneyland... as it was winter time... HK sells mostly long sleeved and boots... if not i will be carrying more stuff back!!! hahaha... anyway it was great and i will be making it an every year affair... hee
lastly... i'm back to single again.... this time round when he was the one saying it... i was not sad.... i did not cry my heart out... why is this so?? maybe i know our relationship has really come to an end... even though no matter how much i want to carry on this relationship... i know it will not happen.... i do not know whether i hate him now or what... but i know he hate me because he deleted me from his contact list, he asked me to block each other from msn and he can say don't bother him... why can a person's feeling change in one day?? is our 1 year plus relationship that fragile??
i'm still confused why did we end up like this.... just because i slammed his car door?? even his car door is more important than me... he can pulled me out of his car so hard till my right hand is swollen with a blueblack... he always think that i look down on him... so no matter how hard i tried to explain... it will be of no use... he always want fair and square which i hate it and listing down criteria and requests for me to follow is a torture to me... he do not know at all because he only know that like this i will respect him... he always want me to listen to him but has he really listen to what i want?? not at all... he think that my request is either a demand or is ridiculous....there are many many more things that i can say... but i choose not to...
i just need time to heal my wounds and my heart... i know now it is difficult for me to move on but i will try to... like what he said to me before... there are many girls outside beside me... he will not die just because he is not with me... so i shall move on to find a better guy... lastly wish he will find a girl he truely love and also changed his character...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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