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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

27 sept... took off today from work cos need to go for my dental checkup... called may along as she was veri free now... having her holidays but starting her attachment soon!! well... the dentist said there's a stubbon tooth that jus won't wanna get straighten... hahaha... so have to wait for couples of more visits and i can take off the braces!! dunno how i will look without braces as i have wore for like 4 yrs... lol~!~

we wanted to go chinatown hawker and eat but the weather was too hot... so headed down to town... deciding whether is movie or cartel lunch... hmm... yup.. cartel lunch in the end... it was like going to be 3 but still got the set lunch... hee.. ate until damn full and later we headed down heeren and taka... oh ya!! i saw junyang... my gosh... i actually saw him in person... haha.. saw bryant while walking along lucky plaza and he told me that min wanna meet up on thurs cos she will be going genting on fri... wao~~ envy her sia... i'm working and she's going to enjoy wif her darling... hahaha.. how i wish i can travel overseas wif my dear... lolz.. we went kino later and i was trying to find a book called " sold for silver "... couldn't find but i saw another book not bad.. will buy soon when i got $$.. haha... kinda short of cash now... ya... wat else.. over that $600 la!!!

i left at 6 plus cos meeting a lady called pei yu at wlds... this was the 2nd time meeting her... she said i look thinner... again?? hai... and she said i like gerger.. hahaha... we went mos to have dinner and we toked alot... she told me abt her story and i told her abt mine.. she's from the soka association and she told me abt karma jus now.. the bad and gd karma.. it's too long so i shall not write.. lol.. but she taught me alot of things in life.. i showed her the neoprints me and dear took... she said dear look like japanese!! wa dear... so many ppl said that.. went home at 8 plus... and tmr need to work full shift again!!!

damn it... my com. kana dunno wat spywares and there's thousands over spywares in my com.! so fed up wif it... cannot go in msn... and even hotmail too.. f***~!~



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11:18 PM


Sunday, September 25, 2005

it's a sun... dear went for his haircut b4 meeting me... okie.. look nicer and neater cos the sideburn and back is shorter.. lol.. went down to town again... wanna catch the longest yard but left 1st row... hai... no more shows we wanted to watch so went orchard library to slack... haha..

dear read a history book of s'pore... wah!! amazed man... tot he will onli read soccer and spools books... opp~~ jus joking... wahahaha!!! stayed awhile and den went taka for dinner.. it was onli 5 plus going to 6 and we were eating dinner le.. lol.. den later went mos to sit and drink.. nth much to shop cos we walked the whole of town ytd..

went heeren to take neoprints... we think is niceE~!~ haha.. will post on friendster soon after i get someone to scan in for me... we went home at 8 plus.. early sia but nvm la.. nxt week going town again.. -__-"'... lolz... tmr have to work le... after having off for 3 days.. dun have the mood to go back but still.. hai..

later my brother is coming home le.. and 1 week off from camp.. so he will be using the com. 24/7.... think i no need to use le... sian~~



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11:38 PM


Saturday, September 24, 2005

24 sept... finally had a gd slp and i woke up at 1 plus... watched tv and den got ready cos meeting dear at orchard.. my dad got home b4 i'm out of the house so finally saw him cos i haven seen him like 2 days... haha.. when i woke up, he's out.. and when i'm home, he's slping... he saw my rebonded hair and he said look nicer.. lol.. and he asked me abt the facial too.. i told him it was a one-time trail.. shit~~ i hate lying.. esp to someone close to me...

met dear and we went heeren first.. walked past a shop and saw the guy that bryant said is cute... haha.. yaya.. really cute!! dear showed me a semi-formal shirt and we both think is not bad.. going to buy next week.. head down to JL to walk around and look for shawn too... wah.. he got the "sian-half" face... haha.. work is stress man... he kept complaining jus now.. we wanted to eat pepper lunch but the queue at taka was super long... until mos there.. no choice so i suggest we go to the food centre at youth centre..

we ordered satays, lamb chop and the 'wu xiang' to share... we ate like 1 hr plus.. first time eating so long.. haha.. and there was a rock band competition going on too... but i can't even hear wat some of them are singing.. haha.. dear was busy wif his sms again le.. cos soccer wah!! went cine and den later to scotts.. wanna eat the yami youghut but no more so ate the tangs basement ice-cream.. the apple flavour is not bad... but i still prefer taka one... hee..

we went home after that le.. and tmr going to meet dear too!! i treasure every moments spend wif him... and now we have alot of things to tok abt.. that's gd man... lol...



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12:07 AM


Friday, September 23, 2005

stupid... i wrote a sooo long blog and no internet connection suddenly.. and i have to type again..

23 sept... happy 3rd month anniversary to us!! love ya dear~!~ okie.. my com. is down... i oso dunno wat happened.. i switched on 2 days ago and the com. jus hanged.. i clicked everywhere but no use.. so now i'm using my brother's laptop.. i finally figured out how to connect the internet line of his laptop... lol.. he's oso in thailand so yeah.. i can use.. haha

my job is kinda boring le.. everyday doing the same thing.. serving customers, taking stocks, putting sensors and pricetags.. but i shouldn't complain.. having a job is gd enough le.. thinking whether to continue working cos i'm damn broke... after today... i will be even poorer.. lolz..

today woke up at 9 plus... haven had a gd slp for days but today need to go to the hair salon for my hair rebonding.. yup.. dragged myself up... did until like 3 and that jy not free yet so went home first... got out of the house at 4 plus to meet jy in town to do our facial treatment at modern beauty salon.. still early so jus walked around town and den headed to cine for dinner.. our appt was 8pm but we were still taking our own sweet time when we were already late..

the environment was stylish and classy... it was my first time doing facial so abit not used to it.. haha.. okie.. i tot it's onli a one-time trail cos we signed up at a roadshow... but later they keep telling us abt their package which cost $600!! well~~ I'm mad!!! cos i signed up for it... actually i din wanna but there's pressure from them and that jy keep encouraging too... watever le lor.. already signed up so no point regretting.. going to finish the 10 sessions and thats it!!

now u guys should noe why i'm so poor... hahaha.. not going to let my dad noe too.. he will skin me alive!! haha... and this $600 oso cost me sacrifices too... no more crazy shopping for me le.. hai~~



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1:30 AM


Tuesday, September 20, 2005

20 sept.... a day off for me... lol... met jy at cine.. went cafe cartel to eat the set lunch... it's worth it man.. $7 plus for a soup, main course, drink and ice-cream.. haha... but we were too full for the desert so we left like the whole cup there.. wasting food but can't help it... bryant came to find us while we were eating.. his mood was down... von liaw was supposed to meet us but she was locked at home.. no keys... lol

went heeren after that... walked around and later bryant went for a hair-cut at a salon in heeren.. me and jy sat there to wait for him... okie.. saw the superstar weilian and jason.. they came into the salon.. well.. nt really interested... haha.. bryant's hair-cut took like 1 hr plus... but the outcome was awesome!! veri stylish and cool~~ lol... headed for far east cos jy had an interview at 6 plus.. we went to find hl too.. so long nv see her le.. she cut her hair and she looked so cute.. haha.. went paragon awhile and later back to cine for ljs dinner... slacked outside ljs until 9 like this den went home..

tmr have to work full shift... as well on thurs.. hai... so tired cos whole day standing.. cannot complain cos need to earn $$ wah... haha.. but i'm off on fri, sat and sun... shiok!! can go out wif dear le... keep listening to eng songs in the shop... and i'm like addicted to it le.. haha.. jus went to dl some eng songs.. i kinda like eninem " mockingbird "... while i was working.. a man came to asked me for his cd cos his 8 yrs old son liked this song.. my god.. a 8 yrs old boy listening to eninem's song... haha... but i still like craig david's songs... damn nice!!



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11:58 PM


Sunday, September 18, 2005

sun... tired man... slept at 2 plus ytd cos watching a taiwan show... and woke up today at 7 plus for work... weather was weird... started raining heavily at 5 plus.. which caused me to wake up couple of times.. hai.. it's a sun so not really many customers.. but the flu germs suddenly attacked me.. and i was sneezing all the way at work... reduced my mood of working and made me tired too.. finally it was time for me to go... met my dad for dinner and went home to rest.. today is mooncake festival but din celebrate.. who cares... hahaha..

sat

met dear to go cityhall.. once reached.. he went to buy newpaper and chinese papers... haha... like uncle sia... but he wanna read abt the soccer ma.. so dun blame him.. lol... went to eat aunt anne and we sat down so can read the papers.. dear was very busy lor.. whole day sms... haha.. cos soccer wah... his favourite!! den walked around suntec and we went arcade to see see... headed to food court to have our dinner... and nxt is esplanade... super crowded, packed wif ppl mostly families wif children... some kids are playing lanterns.. kinda miss those times i played lanterns wif my bro when i'm young... hahaha... still early so went marina square and more arcade!! lolz... after that went home le..

ps: dear... i will treasure you too.. hee



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10:35 PM


Friday, September 16, 2005

16 sept... met up wif my dearies... jy and 2 vons... we are celebrating that we cleared all our modules!! wow... miracle man... so miracle do happen... it depends on whether u believe.. having tep nxt sem so can relax abit le... hee

met jy first cos 2 vons are working... headed to cine ljs to have lunch... heard that her vic was at heeren tattooing... pain sia... he came to find jy and this was my 2nd time seeing him.. or consider 1st?? lol... well~~ veri cute and quite shuai la... happy aiai?? haha... he left for home cos exams are nearing... so we 2 jus shopped at heeren and far east... saw zhao who was half-blur.. work too stress? lol.. saw many familiar faces too...

had dinner at cafe cartel.. i ordered the pork ribs... as usual i was unable to finish... i was like the last to finish and i asked them why they eat so fast... and they said " cos u talked too much "... haha... sorry la... got too many things to say le... saw a no. of tall guys and gers... and we were commenting on which are the shuai and chio ones.. haha... left at 9 plus but nowhere to go le...

von liaw met her mr bear and they left first... jy went indochine to meet her fren awhile.. so left me and von goh.. went taka mac to get a drink.. on the way oso went puma shop... saw a jacket which was quite nice.. i tried but it was abit big.. later met jy again... walked around town and we left at 11 plus... a tiring but wonderful day... love them to bitz man~!~ hee



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1:59 AM


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

wa... have been working non-stop from sun till today... damn tired... tmr need to work too... but lucky until 7pm... and will have off for 2 days!! yeah... can't wait man... hahaha... quite long nv go and shop le... but haven get my pay yet... so muz wait... sian~~~

jus now jy came to find me... so gd of her arh... but actually she went sp wif her victor in the morning lor... get up at 8am jus to have breakfast wif him... hahaha.. go sch oso nv see her wake up so early.... lol... so went to have my lunch wif her... and something interesting happened jus now!! rite aiai?? hee... but cannot say now.. so jus stay tune... lolz... actually today have to work until 9.30 but there's not many customers so the manager let me off early... haha...

exam results will be out in a few hrs time... but think i will check tmr nite... i scare later i can't slp... haha...




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11:30 PM


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

for the past few days... i have been in deep thoughts... every now and then... i will be thinking... i confide to my closest jie mei... and was glad they gave me some words... they noe i have cried... even though i tried to hold my tears back...

things are not easy for me... esp at my dad's side... but i have made my decision... i have decided to give a another try becos i can't afford to lose him... hope things will be better in the future... tmr have to work again... and it's full shift so i better get to slp... or not he will scold me le... hahaha...



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12:54 AM


Saturday, September 10, 2005

10 sept... today is a sat and i have no work... thats cool... can rest for a day but tmr working full shift... sian~~ haha... but overall the job is ok la.. nth much to do except serving customer and packing the cds...

okie.. ytd some 'so called' educated office workers came into the shop... the lady was looking for a korean vcd so i showed her where... she asked me whether is in chinese or korean... i never buy korean vcds one so how the hell i noe... so i asked my ast. supervisor and she said is in korean... yup... so told her as i was told... that lady dun believe lor and asked me am i sure... her frens came and took a look.. okie!! the vcd is in duel sound... chinese/korean... i jus told her ok is in duel sound... i tot is all over... she's thinking whether to purchase and i finished my job serving her... wth la... suddenly she said to me... i'm a staff there and i muz noe my stuffs well... wat the... i told her is my 2nd day onli and she said U STILL HAVE TO NOE UR PRODUCTS... and she said abt MARKETING TECHNICES... pls... i'm a marketing student lor... and she's telling me abt that...

well... working life is like this... have to tolerate customer's attitude.. as wat it was said... " customers are always right ".... but my ast. manager was not bad... acc her ytd to the bank... and while on the way... she asked me whether i always hang out tampines mall... she finds me familiar... hahaha... funny!!

hai... abt my life... i really dunno wat i wanna now... how abt someone granting me a time machine to let me go back to the past?? i really prefer the past... where my life is peaceful and have no troubles... my mind is in a mess now... i need time to think through but i'm kinda sick of all this le...it's like coming one after a another... i can't take it anymore...



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5:15 PM


Wednesday, September 07, 2005

okie... congrats myself.. i passed my basic theory test... okie... tmr going to start my job le.. wish me luck... -__-

grant me the past... snip the present



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11:42 PM


Tuesday, September 06, 2005

well... going to start my job at funan IT mall on thurs... quite happy cos i finally found a job... but on the other hand.. i dun really have the mood to work... but it will be boring if i jus slack at home... so ya... took up this job... guess i will miss alot of stuffs... like my tv shows, online, going out wif my frens and so on... but for the sack of earning some cash for shopping... i will jus have to work... lol

met my best buddy, may at j8 today... wanna go cafe cartel to have lunch but the set lunch was sold out... no choice.. so end up eating yakitori lunch box... haha.. i feel like catching a movie and yup... we watched red eye... the movie is awesome... i will definitely recommend to u guys... lol... may was damn funny during the movie la!! there was one part where jackson suddenly appeared behind the door... she screamed~!~ haha... but not onli her... a lady sitting beside me screamed too... thats not all... at another part... may got too excited and clap her hand... wahaha... so pai seh la... overall is a great movie... went di tai feng to find her frens after that and shopped around j8...

went amk hawker centre for dinner...we ordered our own food plus satays.. lol... like how many yrs nv eat... but so damn full after that... and i ta bao dinner home for my dad... such a gd daughter rite?? hee... went home after that and tmr is my basic theory test... am i prepare? i dunno too... shit... think i will have to fork another $6... lolz



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12:34 AM


Monday, September 05, 2005

I'm blogging now at my best buddy's house... kinda boring if i go home so ya... came to her house to have a talk wif her and sun pian have dinner at her place.. lol.. went funan mall jus now alone for my 2nd interview... the person jus asked me some job-related qns and told me some things and i can leave.. they will have another round of selection.... well.. now i really dun have the mood to work.. so i will jus see how it goes...

read min's entry for the sixth sense... thanks man... haha... will not pai chi u de and i miss you lots~!~ been so long since we last met and call me when u need help in baby-sitting... haha... jy and me will be most willing to help out... rite aiai?? lolz... yup... looking back jus drew all the memories to my mind again... how i met them at the first day of orientation... if i didn't have them by my side all these while... think sch life will sucks even more!! wao... i have counted and we have known one another for 1 yr plus... time really flies man... but those times were the happiest days in my life... not forgetting how we 6 always get black listed by the tutors/lecturers.. for being late, not doing tutorials and so on... skipping lectures to go kbox instead.. hahaha.. i noe it was all the wrong doings but it was jus so fun~!~

when sch start... it will be tep and the 6 of us will be separated... but i noe we will still be as close as ever... hahaha... muz call each other for lunch break k... lol... but hope 2 or 3 of us will be lucky and get the same stop-over... maybe is jus a dream... hee~~

okie... i dunno wat to blog le... abt that matter... i'm oso in a state of confusion.. maybe he really need more time to think through... yup... signing off now~~



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6:28 PM


Friday, September 02, 2005

2 sept... time really flies man... i have been on holiday for like around 1 mth... and i haven found a job yet!!! hai... me, von liaw, jy and bryant are jobless... lol... dunno still wanna find annot cos exam results will be out on 15... think i will have to study for supp le... watever... see how it goes ba.. and have to study for my baisc theory too.. which is on 7 sept...

went town today to meet my pri sch buddies... been 1 mth plus since i last met them... all different schools so it's quite diff to arrange a time to meet up... hj ended early so i went town to meet her first... went heeren to have the wanton noodles.. she said it's quite nice... erm... i din really eat lor... hahaha... cos i find it's not nice~!~ she said i can return to them cos i din really touch... hee... waste food again... shit... may came to find us and the rest reached awhile later... went to shop around and i bought a long skirt... i spent money again!!! really cannot go town man... will jus burn a hole in my pocket... lolz...

went robinson cos may wanna get a biotherm facial cream... so i jus looked around while she consulted the promoter... wao... really ex man!!! a tiny bottle cost like 100+.... she bought the facial wash in the end which cost $45... wat the hell... i won't pay that much la... haha... headed for dinner at phin's steakhouse... den later we went far east to shop around...

we walked past china black and it was so damn crowded...yup... went lido mac to slack and tok cock until 10 plus... den headed home...



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