Wednesday, August 31, 2005

31 aug... feeling tired... damn tired... it was 5 plus in the morning but i was still tossing and turning in my bed... i noe i was tired... my head was spinning... but i jus can't get to slp... my mind was full of things... finally managed to doze off at abt 6 plus but woke up at 10 again...

supposed to meet the gang at cwp for job interview but when me and jy reached there... there were no more vancancy... nth can be done and it was 11 plus onli.. so went kfc to eat... while waiting for bryant to come... jy left to meet her fren... so me and bryant jus walked around cwp... wanna watch movie but no gd time slot so din watch in the end... acc bryant to 77 street to buy a berms... quite nice~~ lol.. went home after that cos my head was spinning due to insufficient slp... haha... took a 3hr nap jus now...

going for another interview wif von tmr... but not going town le... cos it will jus inflict serious damage to my wallet again... hahaha... jus read dear's blog and noe that he was sick!! muz take care of urself k... and drink plently of water... rest early too... muackz~!~ haha

ps: watever... no comments...
greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies... therefore
it's humans nature to tell lies... and i dun blame them....

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Sunday, August 28, 2005

27 aug... met dear at wlds... went town to have dinner... walked around first as it was still early... had cafe cartel.. dear ordered the ribs and me, fish and chips... both had difficulties finishing it... hahaha.. seems like the first time dear can't finish his food.. lolz.. it was 7 plus when we finished dinner.. therefore went far east and walked around.. saw some nice things... going shopping wif dear next week..

saw jy in town... pretending not to see me arh?? haha.. she's wif VI****... lol... okie not bad looking and quite cute... but i think that gio guy is still better... haha..went taka to have ice-cream.. wao.. i still managed to eat after that cafe cartel dinner.. lol.. went home after that... great time wif dear ytd~~

okie... now i will touch on something subjective... jus found out that my name "esther" had been changed to "ass-ter" oh well.. i shouldn't be bothering abt this rite.. cos i have said that i'm not going to bother wat ppl say abt me... but still.. i can't resist the fact that some bitch is spoiling my name... so now.. maybe u guys can see who is the one not stopping this CHILDISH act... everyone is tired of blogging abt this bitch and she can still blog again... putting ASS-TER and frenz... some bitch oso agreed that she should jus heck care abt wat ppl comment abt her... but still.. she comment back again... pls~~ be mature and learn to grow up... if u really wanna give the heck care attitude... make sure u really heck care and dun bother wat ppl comment abt u... hai.. i doubt she will understand...

well~~going to tell that bitch the last time... dun ever try us... i won't do anything to u but i won't say abt my jie mei... if u really gets on our nerves... we are not going to give u another warning... u better be prepare for the worse.. if u think that we are courting death for trying to play along wif u... think twice!! so dun blame me if it's starting again cos its YOU who brought it on urself... and pls... dun always msg someone and act innocent... it won't do any good... lastly... so wat i'm not as angelic as he thinks.. at least i'm not as evil as some bitch... thats all i wanna say... comment in ur blog if u wanna... cos this jus shows that u REALLY dun have the heck care attitude...

Friday, August 26, 2005

read jy's blog... her english is extremely good... maybe u guys should take a look if u all wanna learn better english... haha... using some chim words that myself do not really understand... lol...

read min's blog too... seems like she's going through a relationship prob?? i'm not too sure too... jus wanna let her noe that i will always be there for u... we have been best pals since the first day of sch... and until now... it will still be the same.. rem that k?? lol.. although we seldom meet each other nowdays as u are always busy... we have never forgotten u at all... like wat von liaw said... meet up one day to have a heart-to-heart chat... been ages since we did that...

min: have been seeing u changing... changing into a lady... last time u are always the little ger in our group... always wanna sit in the middle during lecture or tutorial... but now.. seems like u have become independent.. lol.. seen the ultimate change in u... dun really noe how to express it out.. haha.. learning to cook for felix... that is really thoughtful of u... *hee*... i shall have to learn from u cos i wanna be a good housewife in the future too.. to whip up a delicious meal for the family.. haha.. yup min~~

aniwae... jus wanna tell u that a relationship is like this... it will have its ups and downs... some periods u will have those wonderful moments.. thinking u are the most fortunate and happiest person in the world... but some periods u will feel like u are jus a tiny coral in the big ocean.. he will tend not to confide to u... seldom call u... not reading ur blog... ya and so on... so u will have to look at the bright side and have a positive mindset... lol.. jus give him some time and see whether he will change to a better person... maybe he's not too outgoing and has the tendancy to keep things to himself... thats wat i wanna tell u.. *min*!!

my view on a relationship
well... i think the most important thing is to have ultimate trust in both parties.. u won't get to see him/her everyday and noe exactly wat's happening around the person... but a sms to show that u are thinking and showing concern to that person is gd enough... maybe a chat on the phone occasionally is splendid... haha... lending a listening ear when the person encounter any probs... sharing happiness and sorrows... i think if one party is not satisfied wif the other... they should have a good chat and clear all the misunderstanding or watever probs... shouldn't be kept in the heart and to be thrown out one day when u eventually cannot control it anymore.. it will jus lead to even more serious probs.. yup... thats all for now... haha..

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

24 aug... woke up at nearly 2pm... when holi arrives... my standard time for waking up from my beauty slp is 1 or 2pm.. haha... seems like a pig rite?? wake up early oso nth to do.. so slp is the best! ate lunch and watched tv... lucky nowdays in the afternoon got happy sunday so not too bad... lol...

reached bishan at 6 plus to meet dear... going to watch charlie and the chocolate factory... dear reached early so he went to buy the tix first... saw jy's fren.. but he din see me... i was wondering to myself " dun tell me he's watching the same movie as me?? and if he sits beside us.. it will be funny"... and yup!! his seats were beside us... hahaha... qiao arh? but he moved to the front seats later on... okie.. abt the movie.. erm actually the movie is quite nice la.. except that same parts are quite lame.. esp the singing and dancing parts... hahaha...

movie ended at 9pm... so dear said go cwp to eat dinner... deciding wat to eat yoshi or mos... but dear wanna eat mos.. so i sure ok de!! haha... finished dinner and he sent me home le... dear gave me the paper hearts and a tin to put.. the tin is cute man... lol.. now got 66 le~!~

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

23 aug... finally min msg us for a sakae buffet gathering... tot she MIA le... haha... supposed to meet at 3 but as usual.. they are late and i'm early... so called shawn to see whether he's working.. went to find him and went to carpark and tok cock.. lol.. left awhile to meet them for sakae buffet... onli got jy, min and her felix..

ate until nearly 6.. i ate a little bit onli... really a person who is not suitable for buffet.. haha.. but that jy... really can eat man!! ordered quite alot... but force me to help her finish the udo.. but who noes.. act can dun finish de... lolz... called shawn to meet us after work... walk around town.. den headed for pool session.. pool skills getting from bad to worse.. shawn's pool skills reformed after a couple of plays.. played lyk 1 hr plus... suey~~ lost the card and paid extra $2..

min and felix left... so me and jy went to find hl... she was alone in the shop... so we accompanied her until closed... den we went home after that... update her wat's happening.. and quite long since i took train wif hl le.. lol

ps: jie mei.. think u guys should go and read min's blog... haha...





its the 23rd now.... happy 2 mths to us... haha.. times really flies arh... but we are celebrating on sat... it's alright cos u said i'm "ok" one... hahaha... been like 1 week since we meet each other.. miss him alot man.. lol

stayed at home the whole day... been searching for jobs in papers... and today jus sent a resume to a co., hopefully will call or wat.. lol... have been slping late for the past few nites cos reading harry potter book... nice man~!~ once u start.. u can't stop.. wahaha... ytd went town at 7 plus to meet jy... its a sun but town seems like a ghost town... not really alot of ppl... where is everyone?? at home watching the ndp rally?? lol... but seems like we went town jus to eat!! had dinner at far east... den jus walked around orchard but most of the shops have closed or are gg to close... so we headed to cine.. as jy wanna see whether can see her YJQZ.. hahaha!!

sudden craving for ice-cream... so went to cafe cartel and shared a cake and ice-cream... so damn full la.. but jy can really eat man.. lolz.. went home at 10 plus cos too boring le.. tmr will be going for sakae buffet wif the jie mei... woo~~

Sunday, August 21, 2005

i have decided that i'm not going to bother wat ppl write abt me in the blog... there's no point to argue too... where ppl always act innocent infront and at the back... blog abt others... trying to get sympathy from others... so y do i bother to argue back...some ppl jus dunno how to differentiate btw " stare " and "saw".. and critise abt ppl's shop when she did nth wrong... sitting in the shop wif her family... wat's the point?? nxt time i will jus pretend i din see those ppl..aniwae.. this blog is mine so i can write watever i like.. and same for them too.. so now... jus fuck everything away and carry on wif my life..

i have been thinking alot... abt the past... where there are 7 of us instead of 6... i neo some things can't be turn back and we have to carry on wif our lifes... miss the times when jy is still wif him... the times we will eat in sch tgt.. and going out tgt... how we sometimes di siao him... lolz.. not forgetting that period where we worked at expo... getting to neo so many new ppl... so fun!! the memories where we celebrated x'mas and countdown... i neo the 6 of us are even closer as b4... but i think we have matured as time passed... having more private lifes now... but i still liked the past... will not forget the times where we gossip abt ppl... and my common topic everyday... lol.. think u guys should neo wat... but is the past...

my life now has changed becos there's someone beside me now... am i happy?? i think i am rite... now i neo a relationship won't be smooth.. not btw us... but other things may come btw too... watched zhen qing jus now... the part where jing jing faked pregnacy jus to marry xiao an... a ger will go to the extend to do anything... jus trying to stay the guy back... it's so foolish and i hate this kind of bitch...

my bro is planning to go australia to further his studies after his ns.. my dad was asking me whether i wanna go... should i?? i have no idea too... i have been to that country for holiday many times... and i like it... maybe i will consider if i can't get into local U... lol... maybe my bro will eventually become a PR in aus... and my family can migrate there... i dunno too... take a step at a time now.. but i will miss everything here...

okie... i neo i wrote alot of craps here... but jus feel like writing abt how i'm feeling now.. ppl can dun bother abt my this post if they think is ridiculous... chaoz~!~

Saturday, August 20, 2005

19 aug... went to meet jy for a job interview... but din go in the end cos dunno where's the place... hahaha... so went marina square to try out the newest fast food... carl's JR... me and jy shared a meal cos the burger is really big man.. went town after that to find min... she was in the shop... min msg me when i was in the bus... said she saw some SUEY ppl walked past her shop.. i was wondering wah... i think we are going to be real suey if we see them...

reached far east... saw her niece and nephew... Ohhh... so cute!!! hahaha.... den suddenly spotted someone who looked like von liaw in the shop.. and is really her!! lolz... jy bought a jacket and von.. a bag from min's bro shop... so we 3 left and walked around far east... my my~~ really saw some ppl!!! SUEY SUEY... really suey man... i dun even dare to look at her la.... and is the seventh month now... will i dare to play around wif my eyes.... someone really got the cheek to msg a person to tell him that we stared at her??? pls... get the fact right first b4 u msg anyone... and i doubt that person reply.... hahahaha... think nxt time some ppl should choose to complain to her bf or wat... instead of ppl's bf... dat time some ppl oso said ended liao.. but wat?? still tagged at ppl's blog again... but kana tagged back like siao... hahaha... some ppl jus deserved it!!! dunno wat is call STOPPED..

ya... i admitted that we said some things aloud... but did we say is some ppl?? oh... so some ppl admitted is her... so sensitive!!! by the way... who bother abt her rite... our day is not spoilt too... von goh came later to meet us... told her we saw some suey ppl... von goh said dat she's the luckiest in our gang becos she din see her... but how suey can we get... she saw her... and we saw her again~!~ headed to breeks to have dinner.. nice nice~~ hahaha... went back to far east again becos von liaw wanna get smth... we have been walking back and for... lolz... finished the whole of town and its onli 8 plus... we were like huh... nowhere to go le.. so went cine and slack...

so damn alot of ppl at cine... becos is fri nite... went home at abt 10 cos buey ta han le... and all veri tired too... dear called me while i was in the train... but keep having no reception.. so got cut off a few times... haha... he said we are like lost in contact... lolz.. funny~~

Thursday, August 18, 2005

superstar results are out!! kelly poon and weiilian got into the finals!! but i like xin hui too... she really improve alot... like wat the judges have said... but in the end... its still kelly... but nvm... i will support her too..

wow... really surprised that weilian got in... tot it will be jun yang cos the judges have full praises of him.. and his marks are higher too... but its weilian!! yea... his that 'heaven knows' really touched me.. but not onli that song... i liked his ' I believe' too... nxt week their singles album will be out... i will sure support weilian~!~ lolz...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

jus the start of holiday and i'm so sian... no job.. so better find one.. haha.. or else i will rot at home for the whole 2 mths...

in town ytd wif the same gang... jy, von liaw, hl and bryant... shopped around town and headed for a movie wif von liaw and bryant.. and that 2 gers... shopping.. wat else.. lolz!! watched bewitched... a really nice show.. worth watching man.. had bk for dinner and went home after that..

dear going to start his job tmr at the people's association.. hope the job is gd.. haha.. won't be seeing him much le.. but lucky he's working on weekdays onli.. still able to go out on weekends.. lol

can't believe i know a person so well... like better den my dear... opps~!~ haha... neo him inside out and wat's he's thinking... haha...

Monday, August 15, 2005

15 aug... went to meet dear at yck cos wanna book our basic theory driving test at SSDC... i went first b4 dear went... and we both went to the same counter... how blur can we get?? we need to have our eyesight test... the test was whether u can differentiate the direction of the letter E... when the lady told me to say which direction.. i was like huh?? u mean the number?? hahaha... dear oso had the same prob lor.. 2 blur sotongs... no wonder we together!! lolz...

went town to catch a movie... had lunch at LJS first... act i eaten le but still eat again... lol.. watched land of the dead... kinda gross but overall is nice la.. after movie.. dear had to go pasir ris to meet his bros le.. still early so i called jy and we decided to meet at tampanies..

met jy and we jus walked around tam mall... wonder wat to eat for dinner and finally we settled at pastamania... cos breeks had closed... i ordered a creamy pasta.. tasted not bad at first.. but as i eat along.. i feel like puking!! gross~.. too creamy i think... shopped around b4 taking bus home..

tmr meeting jy, hl and von liaw to go shopping again... i think i'm really going to be broke!! help me~~ hahaha...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

13 aug... shit... supposed to wake up at 12 to catch the repeat of proj superstar but i woke up at 1 plus... okie.. forget it... went to get ready cos meeting jy in town at 3 plus...

had lunch first at far east before we two start our shopping spree!!! wahahaha... went to lots of places... far east, wisma, heeren... and den headed to bugis to continue shopping!! bought quite alot of things... that jy bought 3 tops, a skirt and 2 shoes... and me... i bought 2 tops, a skirt and 2 shoes too... spent like 100+ and think jy spent abt 200... like wat we said jus now... shop till we drop!! lolz... had dinner onli at 8 plus... rushed through dinner cos we wanted to go a shop to buy a top... but already closed when we reached...

wanna have coffee bean but too packed so walked to raffles place to have starbucks instead... had some gals tok jus now... haha... we decided to go out on tues again... maybe to continue our shopping spree... lol!! left starbucks at 11 plus... think tmr will stay at home.. cos quite tired and going to spring clean my house... haha

Friday, August 12, 2005

finally exams are over... time for some relaxation... time for partying wif frens and slacking around for the next 2 mths... but time to get a job too!! cash is running out fast... hahaha... but after a few weeks... it will be a nightmare... getting results... maybe will have a few supp paper?? i dunno... but let fate be it...

been mugging in sch for the past few days... from morning till nite wif von liaw... library seems to be our second home... haha.. missed alot of tv programmes.. esp project superstar!! going to watch the repeat tmr...

jus now went marina south to have steamboat wif my jie mei... dear came too... and min's bf came too... haha... so fun cos its like a family gathering... jus have that kind of warmth when together wif them... but von liaw's bear bear not there.. so wasted... hahaha!!! next time should have more of this gathering...

have so many activities in mind... but dunno where to start... and whether will carry out all those activities... hope so... and when sch starts... going to be tep for us... wao! no studying for 6 mths... cool~~

37 paper hearts until now... haha... more den u tot, dear!

Monday, August 08, 2005

8 aug... had retail and travel exam today... well... it was quite easy... and i have confidence... hahaha... the onli paper that i have confidence so far... 3 papers are over... left 2 more which are finance and marketing... have tmr and wed to study.. hope enough time ba... but i'm already some sort in a holiday mood... lol~~

after exam.. me, 2 vons, jy and bryant went to heng leng's house becos she had a bbq to celebrate her chinese lunar bdae... i always feel comfortable when i'm at her house.. dunno y oso.. haha!! we sang abit of karaoke first... den suddenly we all have the urge to take pics.. and wat??? we change our image to the 70s la!!! wahahaha... can laughed till siao man... tied our hair in pony tail... and some veri song too~~ here are some pics for u guys to see!!










wahahaha... lame rite?? but its super fun to take those pics... really enjoyed ourselves jus now...

went down at 8 for the bbq... ate abit onli cos not really hungry... and there got a small ger... 10 yrs old but veri talkative... is veri!!! lol... she keep toking to me.. so i was like ok.. since is a small ger.. den anything lor... and she took food for us.. called us to call her if we need anything.. she said she's a waitress... haha.. but seems like she like me lor... and jus now she suddenly hold my hand... i was stunned la.. becos she hold and said some things to me... so i abit scare of her... and the rest oso cos she seems over friendly... haha... but is onli a kid.. so maybe innocent ba..

played truth and dare jus now too... and i kana few times.. the truth was still ok cos nth to hide wah... and get to know their personal secrets... haha... i got a dare... which is jy's idea... and was to go up to heng leng's brother and tell him his shoes are damn cool!! lame... cos her brother wore a pair which is one is red.. and the other is blue.. but in the end.. i still went up to tell him and he was like ???... lol.. but i apologised to him later..

went home at 12 and i took a cab home.. cos veri tired le.. tmr is national day... going to see fireworks wif dear!! happy happy... lolz~~

Saturday, August 06, 2005

yup.... jus posted these 2 pics for u guys to see... hahaha... take wif my brother's hp... the frames are cool man~!~ i like the frame of the tv... haha... enjoy!! gtg to study for my exams le... chaoz!

Friday, August 05, 2005

5 aug... finally is a fri... can take a break before i start studying for my upcoming paper... which is retail & travel on mon... today had biz law exam... haiz.. one word for it... sucks!! i think got brain crash jus now... forgot wat i have studied... really hope i will have supp or a pass... no repeat!! ytd had efma paper... well.. it was ok la... all study last min so i have no high expectations on my grade... a "D" will do... hahaha...

smth wrong wif my hp... less den a yr and like this... samsung phone sucks man.. lol.. so today finally sent my hp for repair... but lucky still got warrenty.. therefore foc... hahaha!! jy went wif me.. cos meeting her fren later... jus now met dear at novena... as i was going home too... so su pian meet him as he was going to sch too... but i miss him oso la... hahaha!!

dear gave me another 6 more paper hearts... so now got 28 le... i will keep counting~~ hee... =p

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