Saturday, December 31, 2005
today is the last day of 2005... and it will be a brand new yr for everyone... 2006!!! so this will be my last post for the yr.. hahaha.. well~~ 2005 hasn't really been a great yr for me... things have changed and many things have happened too... but i'm glad that i have my frens and family around... most importanly.. dear came into my life!!anyway... when one yr is ending... ppl will tend to recall wat have happened in their lifes for the past 365 days... trying to forgive ppl and forget those unhappy incidents... apologise and seek forgiveness... ya.. ytd someone apologised to me for wat she had did to me and dear... she even wrote in her blog... since she had apologised and seek forgiveness... i will forget abt the past... anyway i'm already not angry or wat for what she did... it's in the past and since the yr is ending... forget the past and look towards a new yr!! lol.. having a fren is better den having an enemy~~okie... today is my aiai( jy ) 18th bdae!!! hope she will enjoy her bdae and countdown today... we jie mei will celebrate for u on tues! hmm.. i think that's all ba... later going to meet dear and gang for countdown.. and i can't wait for 2006 to arrive... few more hrs!!! haha
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:23 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Wee~~ christmas had jus passed and in 5 days time... it will be a new yr for everyone!!! will be counting down to a new yr wif dear if i'm not wrong... but oso celebrating jy's bdae... hmm... where should we go to celebrate?? i wanna go zouk or mos but they said entrance fee will be ex... so shall see how le..okie... think i will cut short on the christmas part... had a great time wif dear dear... lolz... hope he like my extra present for him and thanks for the necklace!! it's veri nice.. but counting down to christmas is not as exciting as i tot cos we were not in town but at esplanade... the crowd were huge but think the atmosphere was jus not the same as town... ppl in town will be spraying the "snow flakes" at one another but at esplanade... we were at the far end... but it's ok~!~ and not forgetting got hamza, shawn and his yihong!! hahaha... that ger is kinda cute... on 23rd... went out wif my group of jie mei... got the guys too... sam, cj and sr.. we went to pizza hut to have our pre-christmas celebration!! but min and von liaw din make it... had fun wif the bunch of them... that cj... forever crapping and showing us his magic tircks... finished dinner and town was super crowded... so we went to a side and had our gift exchange! well... i got hl's present and it's a hp stand...it's a face of a black man..and stupid la!!! junrong said it looks like paul... after i heard it.. the more i sees it... the more i think it looks like paul!! hmm... but anyway.. i brought it to sch and now it's on my crm table.. haha.. 25 dec... went to my aunt's condo for christmas celebration too... had a bbq... a tiring day cos babysitted my little cousin and the neighbour's child.. but they two are so cute!!! lol.. played wif them at the playground... after that had a chat wif my aunt's neighbours... one from korea and the other from UK... wow.. cool huh? hee.. anyway..they said some gd things abt me but cannot say here.. wait ppl say i bhb!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:29 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
Happy 6th month to us!!
okie... i'm rotting in the crm room for some time... there's nth to do!! my com.'s internet is not working... everybody is induced in their own pc... and me... listening to my mp3.. i can't stand it le so i went to see which other com. is free to use.. and yea.. using someone's com. now.. lolz
at least there is window media player in my com., so hope it will work and on tues... i will bring the taiwan "ou xiang ju" that i borrowed from von goh to pass my time... oh ya.. i borrowed from her like yrs ago and haven watch or return her... haha... think she has forgotten too.. nvm.. wait till i finish watching first le!!
ytd received a call from my working fren... zong yuan.. surprised that he called cos i noe him even b4 i came to nyp.. i tot we have lost contact wif each other... yup... he asked me to go countdown at expo which is organised by city harvest church.. but i can't cos celebrating wif dear ma.. so he asked me how abt on xmas day... but it's at 10 plus in the morning! told him cannot again... and he veri funny... he said i promised him to go his church on xmas.. but i said it 1 yr ago!! who will rem.. and he did~~ hahaha... so i promised him to go nxt yr! lolz..
okie... stop here for now.. ciao~~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:59 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
yeah~!~ took out my braces in the morning... been a long 3 1/2 yrs, waiting for this day to arrive... haha... going to put my retainers nxt week.. so jus now the doctor took some photographs and x-ray of my teeth... dear woke up early jus to accompany me to the appt... so sweett of him!! thanks dear... hee~~ anyway.. i'm still a little not used to not wearing braces... the first person who saw me without braces was dear... den jy... followed by von goh and minmin... hee... von said i look nice without it... shall take some photos of myself den post here le... haha
ytd met dear for "king kong" movie... watched it at bishan GV and the cinema was full house... lucky dear went early to buy the tickets... well.. king kong is a worth watching movie!! it's 3hrs long... and it's spectacular... awesome... every part of the movie is interesting... hahaha.. i dun mind watching again! hmm..
tmr is the 23th!! so it's our 6th mth!!! hee...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:05 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Found this tinkerbell fossil watch on the net.. but it's not sold in s'pore
Bracelet from Chomel
can't believe that crm is so slackkk~~ hahaha... this is becos we have no client's project on hand yet... so we have nth to do and to kill time... the common ways are blogging, gaming, music and blah blah~~ ya... have been staring at the com. from morning till now... my eyes are getting blur.. haha..
the peeps at crm are nice.. but i still missed the times at emrs... how slack was I at there?? lol... having like 3-4 meals a day... and now the best are 2 meals... the longest which is onli an hr and at emrs... I can have it like 2-3 hrs... really not getting used to this... have to sign in and out everytime for breaks... hai~~ anyway... i will try to get used to it...
yeah... christmas is arriving in 4 days time... and I will be celebrating wif dear... first time celebrating wif him... wish it will be a memorable festival for us!!! looking forward to fri for our jie mei pre-xmas gathering too... been such a LONG time since we went out tgt... hmm~~
okie... shall stop here ba... later meeting dear for king kong movie!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:02 PM
Monday, December 19, 2005
okie.. i'm in the crm room now but we are not doing anything... but it's jus the FIRST day... hahaha... anyway we got a proj and it's due nxt tues... man!! how to finish when xmas jus round the corner... lolz... but we did some of it... aren't we efficient?? wahaha... kk... i'm one of the HR rep too... the stupid teacher chose me and 3 other ppl... boring la but it's my job now so no complaining... i think i got the best seat in the room which is at the far end corner facing the teacher.. haha.. but the internet got some prob... damn it!! wat's the use...
so now... i'm using another person's com to blog.. the ppl are quite nice and i'm in the same team as 2 of EMRS ppl... yeah~~ not forgetting that haikal... so talkative and hyper... lol... i'm going to be in this room for 9 weeks... pls let it pass fast... i can't wait to leave... it's boring!!
anyway... ytd met my sec fren at bugis... it's a shopping day for me!!! i spent near to $100 ytd but it's ok... cos some clothes are for cny... we shopped and shopped.. all the way from bugis to orchard... my legs are breaking~!~ so had dinner at nydc cafe... we ordered a baked rice and a pizza to share... but smth stupid happened... i was trying to shake some cheese powder into the baked rice but suddenly... the cap jus fall off and all the cheese powder fell into our baked rice!! we were stunned la... and half of it was still unfinished... nth can be done so called the person to clear up... so wasted man..
continued shopping but my legs are killing me... so we went taka to buy ice-cream and sat down at the fountain to eat... took some pics tgt and headed home.. a tiring day~~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:05 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
time really flies... seems like i have jus started my first tep stopover and now... i'm going to my second on mon... i will miss my first stopover for sure... my frens and everything!! they are really great frens to be wif... going breakfast tgt, slacking tgt, telling jokes and ghost stories and gossiping of course!! haha...my second stopover will be crm... level 4... it's so damn boring to get that la... and some frens are jus so lucky... they got crm level 3... but why should i complain rite?? it's far better den cheers and i noe some of the ppl who got the same stopover as me... not forgetting... i will be at the same level as von goh, minmin and von liaw.. can slack tgt at our old place... the umbrella!! lolz... didn't go out today as dear was sick... hope he faster okie... muackz~!~ so had dinner wif dad... yup.. was telling him that staying at home alone the whole day is really bored... like no one to toks to... facing the four walls... so i now understand how my mum felt in the past... alone at home until we got back from sch.. and when we were back... my bro will be playing his games and i will be doing hw or watching tv... dun even bother to tok to her... and i will feel irritated when she toks to me... how come i will do that in the past... it's always like this.. ppl will start to cherish onli when the person is gone.. how i wish i can turn the time back and i won't let it happen the same way... i will cherish her alot alot!! maybe life is fated... i was oso telling my dad that i'm afraid of death too... imagine a person onli have one time in life to do everything... so i have decided to enjoy myself... and to put my family on top of everything!! i will be happy no matter wat happens cos life bound to have sorrows...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:44 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
I'm having block leave today and tmr... yeah!! haha... but i'm in the computer lab now cos jus finished presenting my ica proj... well~~ everything went smoothly... the teacher din give any negative comments... will go home after lunch wif von goh... have to do my laundry and spring clean my room... lol... not forgetting my personal selling report and summary report... so many things to do!!
anyway... i forgive dear once again... but dear.. this is the last chance hor... hee~~ we have a talk on thurs and i have decided to forget the past and look ahead on our future... den we went town to eat subway... yum yum~!~ i think subway is nicee.. will eat again nxt time.. can't believe that i think subway stinks in the past.. hahaha... fri had my block leave so me and dear went johor again!!custom queue was fast man as it was weekdays... walked around city square and den headed for seafood dinner!! the food are niceE and cheap... we oso found a new shopping mall but it was 9 plus le..so the shops have closed.. nvm we will go again nxt time...
sat.. din meet dear... went town wif my brother cos he wanna buy his stuffs... okie... he's rich... bought a pair of adidas shoes and the new engineed levis jeans.. later went to our aunt's condo for her house warming... gathering wif my relatives again.. lol sun.. met dear to go and buy his blazar... my christmas present for him~!~ hee.. later headed down to amk s11 for dinner ... had my chicken cutlet again... yummie... followed by pool session and i won dear dear few rounds.. hee.. kk.. going for my lunch le.. chaoz~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:08 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Doing project now in the free access lab... browsing through the net for infomation and came across these flowers... aren't these nice?? lol...
Snow Drops
White Lilies and gorgeous greens
Strawberry Truffles
Red roses ,pink asteromeria & Pink wax Hand Bouquet
Cranberry Truffles
Gerberas , pink roses & Pink lilies hand bouquet
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:42 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Haven been effective in sch for the whole day.... confinded to the gers in the morning... tears flooded my eyes again... i dunno why i'm crying... why should i be sad?? i should be angry but seems like my anger faded away... now i'm in a state of confusion.... whether or not.... but i noe... follow my heart...
most of them gave negative comments but still.... they are the outsiders so the decision lies on me... i'm in doubt of my decision cos i noe maybe i will regret after i made that choice... it's not like we are tgt for 1 or 2 months... but it's 5 months!! hai... 5 months can be consider either short or long... but to me... there are jus simply too many happenings to be forgotten... wat should i do?? feel like taking my heart out and ask it...
Do u think that i do not wanna a simple love?? who won't wants man... i do not wanna anything from u... like presents or watever... i jus wanna u to be truthful and not hides things from me... and pls dun always keep quiet when a situation occurs... it won't do any good... u are a man so u should plugged up ur courage to have a gd talk... but the choice is yours... if u choose to stay in this way... i have nth more to say...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:46 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
I'm freakingly pissed wif HIM!!!
why didn't u tell me everything in the past? are u going to keep it from me forever?? u are like making me the bad person and YOU... the gd person... but thanks to her fren... i noe everything today!!! i jus can't stand ppl spreading around that i'm the third party and i chased after u....
i'm now understand why she disliked me so much and i think she got the rights to do that!!!
why didn't u tell me that u gave her a box and asked her to think through whether she wanna be wif u again?? and when she was still thinking or not giving u an answer yet... u proposed to me... come on man... wat are u trying to do?? if u really likes her that time... u should jus patiently wait for her answer... and not jus proposed straight to me...
i'm really really angry that u didn't make clear everything to me and her!!! if i noe that time u still likes her... i won't accept u in the first place... u are like making me a substitute... u are always hiding things from me... and i dunno how much more things i didn't noe... jus like that time... u watched initial D wif her... but u didn't tell me and u can watch it wif me the nxt day... wth... pretending like nth happens??
u have hurt me twice... is this going to be the third time?? u said u won't make me cry but till now... how many times have u done that... pls think through everything that i have said... i said last time to give u a last chance and now u are throwing this last chance away... wat do u wanna me to do??
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:43 PM