Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Haven been effective in sch for the whole day.... confinded to the gers in the morning... tears flooded my eyes again... i dunno why i'm crying... why should i be sad?? i should be angry but seems like my anger faded away... now i'm in a state of confusion.... whether or not.... but i noe... follow my heart...
most of them gave negative comments but still.... they are the outsiders so the decision lies on me... i'm in doubt of my decision cos i noe maybe i will regret after i made that choice... it's not like we are tgt for 1 or 2 months... but it's 5 months!! hai... 5 months can be consider either short or long... but to me... there are jus simply too many happenings to be forgotten... wat should i do?? feel like taking my heart out and ask it...
Do u think that i do not wanna a simple love?? who won't wants man... i do not wanna anything from u... like presents or watever... i jus wanna u to be truthful and not hides things from me... and pls dun always keep quiet when a situation occurs... it won't do any good... u are a man so u should plugged up ur courage to have a gd talk... but the choice is yours... if u choose to stay in this way... i have nth more to say...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:46 PM