Sunday, August 21, 2005
i have decided that i'm not going to bother wat ppl write abt me in the blog... there's no point to argue too... where ppl always act innocent infront and at the back... blog abt others... trying to get sympathy from others... so y do i bother to argue back...some ppl jus dunno how to differentiate btw " stare " and "saw".. and critise abt ppl's shop when she did nth wrong... sitting in the shop wif her family... wat's the point?? nxt time i will jus pretend i din see those ppl..aniwae.. this blog is mine so i can write watever i like.. and same for them too.. so now... jus fuck everything away and carry on wif my life..
i have been thinking alot... abt the past... where there are 7 of us instead of 6... i neo some things can't be turn back and we have to carry on wif our lifes... miss the times when jy is still wif him... the times we will eat in sch tgt.. and going out tgt... how we sometimes di siao him... lolz.. not forgetting that period where we worked at expo... getting to neo so many new ppl... so fun!! the memories where we celebrated x'mas and countdown... i neo the 6 of us are even closer as b4... but i think we have matured as time passed... having more private lifes now... but i still liked the past... will not forget the times where we gossip abt ppl... and my common topic everyday... lol.. think u guys should neo wat... but is the past...
my life now has changed becos there's someone beside me now... am i happy?? i think i am rite... now i neo a relationship won't be smooth.. not btw us... but other things may come btw too... watched zhen qing jus now... the part where jing jing faked pregnacy jus to marry xiao an... a ger will go to the extend to do anything... jus trying to stay the guy back... it's so foolish and i hate this kind of bitch...
my bro is planning to go australia to further his studies after his ns.. my dad was asking me whether i wanna go... should i?? i have no idea too... i have been to that country for holiday many times... and i like it... maybe i will consider if i can't get into local U... lol... maybe my bro will eventually become a PR in aus... and my family can migrate there... i dunno too... take a step at a time now.. but i will miss everything here...
okie... i neo i wrote alot of craps here... but jus feel like writing abt how i'm feeling now.. ppl can dun bother abt my this post if they think is ridiculous... chaoz~!~
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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