Saturday, August 29, 2009
August is ending soon.... 4 more months before 2009 ends and 2010 to approach.. how come this years seems to pass so fast?? and i think i have not been achieving anything big at all.... it's time to think about my future and goals in life... i'm turning 24 next year too... OMG!! that is like freaking scary man... =S
recently went for a short getaway to Hong Kong... even though it's only a 4 days trip... i have enjoyed myself tremendously but of course not the weather as it was super hot!!! ate so much but did not put on weight and i think it's because i have perspired all out... haha... and my friends could not believed that i have bought 29 pieces of clothes altogether.... lol... come on it's summer sales you know!! =D bought a burberry bag for 850 bucks as well and i do not know why i will end up with this impulsive buying... but i loved this bag and no bags for me for at least 3 years... haha
many many more countries that i want to go.... and the top of my list are :
Taiwan ----> next year
New York ----> hopefully 2011
Japan ----> if i have the time and money
Europe ----> before i turn 30
caught the movie "Final Destination 4" today with christopher and zong yuan... wanted to watch 3D but all the time slots were sold out so ended up with 2D instead... kind of gross but the movie was super short... maybe 80 minutes the most?? that two guys kept talking about their big plans in life and that make me wanting to work harder to strive it out when i'm young... it's time to work hard and smart... lol
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
exams are finally over!!!!
14 more days to HONG KONG!!!! =D
shop shop shop.... eat eat eat!!!!
and back to work on monday... sucks!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
one more day left before my first paper starts.... took my supp paper on thursday but i know it's a gone case... didn't know what i am writing... so i know most probably i will repeat the module again =(
i am getting tired of work... really tired... work not appreciated at all.. anyway i have come to a decision... i need a break away from the work society
that's all for now because i am supposed to be studying.... jia you!!! =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Monday, June 01, 2009
Damn it!!!! i need to vent it all out here!!!!! got back my supp paper results for my economics of industry and i failed... i couldn't believe it that i did not pass my supp paper... till now i still couldn't believe it!!!! i have so so much confidence that i will pass this time round because i wrote exactly what was in the tutorial answers.... and how sucky can it be.... i failed by 4 damn marks and i need to repeat this module again.... and i have to pay another $570 for it!!!!
i have the thought of appealing but when i knew i will have to pay a fee of $100 administration fee... i dropped that idea and i was told by my student counsel that the rate of appealing is very low too... so now i will just have to pay that huge amount... attend the lectures... and take the exam again
*Super sad and frustrated*
i was thinking maybe i have spent too little time preparing for my exams... imagine taking only 1 week of leave to prepare for 4 papers!!! i must be crazy... my colleague took 1 freaking month!! maybe i should take unpaid leave for my upcoming exams... i feel that everything is not going smoothly... work as well... several problems that make me want to quit my job and concentrate on my studies... but i know now is not the time and when i have not even find another job... so i will just put in my best effort and do my job well... but my studies will definitely come first...
well... at least i have something to look forward.. which is my Hong Kong trip with vonvon!!! first time going overseas with only one friend and it will be super duper fun... i know we will do many crazy things together =D hahaha... and yes at last we are not taking budget airlines and Cathay instead!! i'm super happy... but thinking i have $570 less to spend... my heart really ache....
and losing a friend is not a good feeling... i really thought we can be good friends with many common topics... but things always turn out unexpectedly that cause us to lose this friendship... but i will remember you as a friend before and maybe we can be friends again if there is any chance... wish that you will get your dream job after your ord =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
it's already the month of may... nearly half the year of 2009 has passed.... hope i have been making use of my time effectively... my time are all spent on work, friends and travelling... hope to travel more in the future but now with the swine flu... guess my august hong kong trip will have to be postponed =( just hope the virus will be gone as soon as possible and my trip will be resumed... hee... i'm so looking forward to it... not forgetting me, vonG and kai cheng are planning for our US trip next year too... i better start saving for my US shopping because i know i will be a shopaholic without control there... haha
anyway got back my results and another supp paper.... not as sad and shocked as the first time because i knew i will have supp paper for this module... the subject is so damn dry... never mind.. i will make sure i pass this time round... and recently got to know a new friend... hard to explain how we met too but we ended up being friends =D
lastly my brother has found a new job... congrats!!! he is working as an inspector at the ICA... but he is going through his training at HTA currently.. hope he will like his new job... hee
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Phew.... 2 papers are over and i'm left with my last paper on tuesday.... but the past 2 papers are so tricky!! i think i'm going to have supp paper again... anyway today took my EI supp paper... considered alright because what i have studied all came out... but now it depends on the lecturer because her marking system is weird!! haha... never mind... after tuesday i will be a free bird again =)
i can't believe that i have not shopped for weeks... everytime i wanted to do some real shopping... i will end up doing something else... i realised i have no new clothes since after chinese new year and my last item that i have bought should be my Agnes B bag.... *surprised* so should i be happy?? hee... anyway after exams... i will go for my shopping therapy with heng leng...
last weekend went IT fair with vonG, heng leng and kai cheng... we made the right choice to go early because when afternoon arrived... the whole of suntec city was packed with people... vonG and me also had a war fight with one of the Thoshiba's dealer... trying to cheat my friend after she had put a deposit of $200... and that day i realised vonG can be fierce man... haha... my motive to go there was to get a new digital camera as my current one was made spoilt by an irresponsible person... in the end got the canon ixus series... heng leng got the same model as me.. except hers is pink in colour... as for vonG she got herself a nikkon purple camera... kind of cool too... as for our dear kai cheng... she bought a laptop and she has to take a cab home due to the big free printer... haha... celebrated bryant's birthday on that day as well... just a simple dinner with the bryant and the girls...
a couple of weeks ago... bumped into shawn when taking the train to work... had a quick catch up with him... got to know that joy is getting married this month on the 27th... even though we are not really friends now... i wish he will have a blissful marriage with his wife =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
To the guy that i have love so deeply before... this is the last post i will dedicate to you... based on the previous post... i have said that i will continue to love you till the day that i think it's time to give up... i think now it will be the time... after this lunar new year... i will completely give up on this past broken relationship... do you know how difficult it is to make this choice?? but you made me had this choice... i have saved all our previous msn conversations and each time i read back... it's hatred that i have towards you... u didn't even realise how much hurting words you have used on me... each time i read back... i will have tears in my eyes...
i have pleaded with you to patch like 3-4 times but you sounded so cold towards me... you even asked me not to bother because you did the same to your ex and you will do the same to me because you will stick to your principles... so don't cry over spilled milk when your ex was already with another guy... it is you who do not want back the relationship... and do not keep telling me in the past how your ex treated you because it is you who do not know how to cherish and love a person... and sticking to your stubborn principles will not get you far... and i really hate it when you always brushed me off by saying you do not want to patch because you do not want to do any explanation to your friends and colleagues... this is just one lame excuses to me... and also stop telling me that you want a relationship with no worries, no quarrels, no explanations needed and no need to keep accompanying the gf... you must be dreaming because you cannot find one...
i have also went to read her blog... and now i realised that last time you were already a selfish person... you keep telling me that i only think about myself... but didn't you realise that you are thinking of yourself too?? do you know that you love yourself more than me?? and you have always wanted people to listen to you and not you listening to others too.. now from her blog i realised that you have not changed a bit... i do not blame u because it's difficult to change one's character... just like me... i cannot change my character too... and most importantly.. we are both stubborn people... you have told me that our characters do not match at all... and i agreed on that now...
your post said that i have controlled you being with your friends... but please this is not the main problem when we broke up that day... so do not keep pouring out the past things... i have promised you that i will let you be with your friends and won't question you... but you didn't believe what i have said... do you know i am in a suituation that i have no choices at all?? if i were to promise you... you told me that i will not keep my promise... and if i were to keep quiet and choose not to say... you will say that i do not let you be with your friends... so do not blame me for all these because you do not believe what i have said and we really lack in communication...
and don't say that you still love me because i know you do not as you told me that your heart has died... and one thing i cannot accept is that you told me that i have asked you to meet me on christmas day is becuase i'm bored.... so do you think because i'm bored that's why i have asked you to come and find me after your first shift?? didn't you realise it's christmas and i wanted to be with you on that day even it's just for a short while... but in your eyes... u feel that i have nothing better to do but to demand you to meet me after your tiring first shift... if you feel this way then i have nothing to say
and from a friend's blog... she said that when a person used "we can still be friends" to hurt the ex-partner, shame on the person... so really shame on you because you have told me that you can still treat me as a friend... but both of us know this is impossible at this point of time... so stop telling me that we can be very good friends and i can be a friend that you can pour your sorrows to... and do not tell me you can celebrate my birthday with me as a normal friend... this is really impossible... you know that too... so sorry i really cannot treat you as a friend now... and this is the last time i will say sorry to you because i know you do not accept "sorry" this word... still remembered the time i slapped you and i said about 200 times sorry to you... did you accept?? no you did not... i even went to your house and find you but u do not bother... it is when i used the remote control to slam at your stomach and u gave me a punch in my face... then you realised you are the one sorry... you just cried and called me to forgive you and i did... but how come when i slapped you earlier back... 200 times of sorry was not enough?? so do you think that we are equal after i gave you a slap and you gave me a punch back.... and lastly stop calling me to recap the dates that we have quarrelled... i really cannot remember because i only try to remember the good times and i can easily forget those unpleasant memories because i love you... but how about you?? you chose to remember only the bad memories and if i cannot remember... you just keep telling me "suan le, if like this you also cannot remember, then there is no chance to be together"... why can't you remember the good times we had too?? i can bet that you do not remember any sweet memories that we have gone through because you have told me the bad memories have covered all up... if this is the case, i think i have wasted my 1 year of love on you and you do not deserve it at all...i am tearing now and i do not know it is because i am sad because i am giving up this relationship or i am thinking of those hurtful actions that you have done to me... anyway this is the last time i will tear because of you and i agreed with your ex... i will want you to find a girl that suits you the best... listen to you and will not oppose to your thinking... that is the kind of girl that you want and need... i am not suitable for you... so just like what your post said... give up is the only way that both parties can have their happiness... therefore i wish you happiness and that you will find your true love...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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